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Dec. 11th, 2009 @ 11:32 am Exhaustion
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
I'm so fucking tired of, like, everything being wrong with my life despite me trying to fix things.
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teddy bear, sad, lonely, cuddle
Jul. 7th, 2009 @ 04:33 pm Internet loss :(
Current Mood: sadsad
So Kim's mom said she was going to cancel our internet subscription. Which means I might not have internet for awhile, if you don't hear from me.

Just a note.
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teddy bear, sad, lonely, cuddle
Sep. 30th, 2006 @ 03:20 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happyhappy
So, I asked this question here before, and I posed it to a lot of the people I ran into and random people as well...these are the answers I've received, divided into male/female responses.

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Sep. 19th, 2006 @ 02:58 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: crazycrazy
AHOY! Today be International Talk Like a Pirate Day, so make sure when ye speak, it's like a pirate, ye scurvy dogs!
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Sep. 9th, 2006 @ 12:56 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: curiouscurious
Everyone who reads this, would you please respond? I'm taking a poll.

If your boyfriend/girlfriend left his/her journal on his/her bed, but unopened, would you read it?
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Aug. 27th, 2006 @ 10:10 pm (no subject)
So, this is kinda copy and pasted from my xanga, sorry it's not original, but i wanted to update here, too. I think updating more often is my new goal.

Yeah, so my laptop does not play CDs or DVDs. And I called Toshiba and talked to a guy there for awhile (and he was actually nice and helpful) and I uninstalled and restarted and did a whole bunch of stuff, and still the laptop will not play DVDs or CDs. And he told me I'd have to take it and get the drive looked at at a servicing center or something, giving me the closest one or whatever. Which I can't do because I can't go anywhere because I don't have a car or anything, and the closest place that the guy gave me is 15 miles away. Then again, I don't know if it has to be a Toshiba center or if I could, like, go to a computer store or Best Buy or something. Either way it doesn't matter, because my mom said we're not gonna get it looked at until I come home.

Which is at Thanksgiving. Because that's when I have a break. So I have no CD/DVD drive on my computer until then. Whoop-dee-freaking-doo. Damn it. I mean, I have my Discman so I can play CDs, but now I can't watch anime or stuffs. Youtube it is, I suppose.

On the other hand, I did get the MSOffice installed, so that's good. And downloaded VirusScan. So now I feel safe downloading limewire, and possible Advent Children? I dunno, but I really want to see that again.

So, went to Tower C last night, to Jeremy's room with Scott and Jeremy and AnneMarie, Laura, and Erin, and I played DDR with Scott and Jeremy and failed. And then AnneMarie and Erin left and I didn't realize that the other three were going to try and find a party (at about 1 in the morning) and I didn't want to go, but I didn't want to walk all the way across campus alone, so I called AnneMarie, who was waiting for her boyfriend, and she said they'd come get me when he arrived, which was about 40 minutes later.

That was a fun wait. Although I did hear a group of kids talking about the Flyers for a good 10 minutes, and it was fun to listen to. After they got me, AnneMarie called Laura to find out where they were. Which turned out to be the Barnes and Noble, and there were people running around in togas? So we headed that way, even though I would have preferred to come back to our room, but they didn't know how to get there, so i had to take them.

Then they turned out to be at the 7-11, because it took us so long to get up that way, and we were there for like, 10 minutes, and then walked back to the school and our room and we were here and I was tired but couldn't change or sleep because my room was the place of choice for hanging out. Yeah.
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Aug. 22nd, 2006 @ 10:17 pm (no subject)
=( So the CD doesn't have "Under a Violet Moon" on it. But it still has all this other cool Ren Faire music on it and I've listened to the first two songs and I like it already. I need to send Mike a card or call him and tell him thank you and I love him.

My mom bought the CD, even though I was going to. But that meant more money for me to spend, and I got Pichi Pichi Pitch 2, and a card for Tess for her birthday (i can't be at her party. *sniffle*) and a beginning book for Tarot, which I'm trying to learn. Watch: in six months my enthusiasm for that will have all but disappeared.

So then I was waiting for my mom to buy what she had, and saw another book that looked like shounen-ai, so I was reading it and Julie yelled my name, so Julie and I talked for like 10 minutes. About how we're going to go to Loyola and see if any of the teachers remember one A. Gillespie, and take random pictures and send them to him. It should be a good time.

Also. My stuff is still not packed as of 10:20 pm in the evening. It's all together though. And snap, I need to go call my roommate.
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Aug. 22nd, 2006 @ 04:00 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
I leave for school tomorrow. Everyone keeps asking if I'm excited, but it's the same way I felt before going to France. I mean, I realize it's approaching and there's all this stuff to do that we're doing, but it still sort of seems like it's not happening, like it's not going to happen. But I know it is. Weird.

Have to finish packing tonight. I hope i become somewhat less of a procrastinator at college. We'll see how well that works out.

Mike called me today, and told me that he was at Borders and found a Blackmore's Night CD, and to love him for telling me. Which I do. I didn't think you could get them anywhere but the Renaissance Faire. So I called and asked them to hold it for me until tonight, and it's the only copy they have and they are, so I'm excited to go and get it. I just hope it has "Under the Violet Moon" on it.

And yes, this is me updating twice within a week. Maybe I'll be doing it more often now.
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Aug. 18th, 2006 @ 05:22 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
I don't know why I was suddenly struck with the desire to update here, as I haven't been here in quite some time. My enthusiasm for livejournal has sort of just floated out the window, and i'm leaving it open but I don't know if it will float back anytime soon.

Otakon was tons of fun. My friends and I were looking for the "Let's be Social" workshop, but when we got there it looked boring, so we went to the room next door, where there was the shiatsu massage. Only it turns out the rooms had switched or something, because that room turned out to be the "Let's be Social" workshop, which turned out to be speed dating. Which was rather fun, but maybe because we had had no idea what we'd walked into.

Either way, I got a date out of it.

Playing "I've Never" with Lauren and Mike was tons of fun too, and I learned things I never would normally have found out, but I guess that's the whole fun in the game. We played with soda, though, not alcohol, and when we played with Coconut soda...eugh. Smelled like suntan lotion, tasted like poison.

Um....I got my hair cut about three weeks ago. It feels so short, but it still hangs below my shoulders. Meg straightened it for me yesterday, and it looks so much better that way. I think I'm going to have to learn how to do that.

I leave for school (Towson) on Wednesday. Yeah....we'll be getting my stuff this weekend and packing. I'm such a procrastinator. x_x;;
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Apr. 6th, 2006 @ 08:53 am (no subject)
Current Mood: nervousnervous
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most: love.

Please repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

I leave in...7 hours. Shit, it's down to 7 already? How does time pass so quickly? I think I might be okay once I'm on my way or once I'm there...it's the 7 hours in between that will scrape away at me. Rawwwwr.
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