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Mar. 11th, 2006 @ 10:32 pm (no subject)
We went shopping tonight. Well...we went to Walmart to get my pictures developed (yay pretty french boys!), and ended up shopping. And were actually able to get my pictures back, rather than going tomorrow to pick them up, since we stayed.

I got a new bathing suit for Disney. It's pretty, dark blue with lighter blue flowers on it. Even though I will stilly probably wear an over-sized T-shirt at the water park anyway, since I hate how I look in a bathing suit. But that's beside the point. Got a new t-shirt to sleep in as well, because the one I have now, as much as I love it, has two holes in it that will probably just grow until there's no point in wearing it anymore. But it's so comfortable, I don't want to get rid of it. And I got new bras, that actually make me look like I have boobs. That's different.

Lynda's 25 tomorrow. Tacos for dinner...not surprising. She's had tacos for her birthday dinner since...wow, I don't even know how old she was when she started that. It was awhile ago though. One year, my grandmother forgot to bring the cake, so we ended up taking the leftover ground beef, putting it in a pan, and sticking candles in it. She never lets us forget her 'taco cake,' but then, we never do. That will be joked about until she's old.
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Dec. 1st, 2005 @ 04:52 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: rushedhurried
Copied from the entry at the boykissing community; repost it if you can.

As it is World AIDS Day today, I would like to take this opportunity to promote Light To Unite, a project being run by Bristol-Myers Squibb, one of the major producers of HIV treatment drugs (specifically Reyataz, a protease inhibitor).

For every person who lights a candle at www.LightToUnite.com, Bristol-Myers Squibb will donate $1 US to AIDS research, up to a total of $100,000.

So please, I urge you all to go over to Light To Unite, and light a candle for someone you know, someone you love, or someone you are yet to meet who has been, is being, or will be affected by this disease.

With research and strength, I believe that AIDS will become a thing of the past.
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Nov. 30th, 2005 @ 10:26 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happyhappyfuzzyfluffy
Sai: "Aww...just one? I'll have to make it worth it then." He moved back to Draco, this time not hesitating to seal his lips against Draco's, his right hand coming up to rest at the nape of Draco's neck.
Me: Draco leaned into the kiss, enjoying the comforting weight of Harry's hand on his neck. He moved his hand up Harry's arm and let it rest there, content to simply enjoy the kiss until it ended.
Vodkie: Michelle kicked the door to the art room open and shouldered his way in. In his arms he carried a big box full of art supplies and several paintings. The two making out in the room caught his attention. "Get a room," he said in annoyance.
Me: Draco pulled back from Harry, albeit a little reluctantly, when someone kicked the door open and came into the room. When he saw it was Michelle, he simply grinned. "This is a room," he commented.
Sai: Harry frowned and seized Draco's chin. "This still counts as the same one," he said, pulling Draco back into the kiss.

*hugs Lisa to death*
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Nov. 18th, 2005 @ 12:31 am (no subject)
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic

 I am thankful that CHECKMATE has been updated.

The little cat for ecstatic doesn't do justice to how i feel right now.

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Nov. 13th, 2005 @ 12:49 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: pleasedpleased
1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.
7) Obviously, gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.
8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.
9) Children can never succeed without both a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...

*Re-post this if you believe that laws against gay marriage are just plain stupid.
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Nov. 11th, 2005 @ 03:20 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: scaredparalyzed
Okay, field trip on Monday to the bookstore Fun, yay! right? It was until Kinsey told me this morning that she would like me to be one of the six to eight people selected to read their stories to the 50+ people who will be gathered their. I still have no title, no plot...and I dread doing presentations with a passion.

Anyone wanna give me some feedback on this? Like, if nothing else, a suggestion for a title? Much thanks to anything from anyone.

Pandora's glowing gold eyes...Collapse )
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Oct. 12th, 2005 @ 07:23 pm (no subject)

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998




Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.

~ Shel Silverstein


Seven years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

Click here to post this on your own page or weblog


I backdated this entry, since I forgot to do this. Somehow, even after telling myself not to forget. It's becoming a memory now.
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Oct. 10th, 2005 @ 05:03 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: irritatedirritated
Current Music: Here's to the Night ║ Eve 6
So. Sleep deprived, for one thing, since I was up until aroun 1:00 last night reading a Sef/Envy/Shinobu log. I just can't resist Sef and Bart or Envy. There's something so...wild and weird about them. I was exhausted this morning, but gym woke me up. I didn't fall asleep until English, which I mostly slept through. Will get to that.

School sucks. Like, majorly. I am wondering why we are getting so much work to do when it is our senior year, and our grades don't count as much. Okay, that is a complete fallacy and I take it back. I just wonder why teachers can't space it out a little more.

Math. Die, Plymette, die. No, don't. I just can't stand the way he speaks and teaches, and I really don't want to do the problem set that is due on Wednesday. Yes, Wednesday, even though we have an early dismissal day and don't have that class. *swears* I know I should have gotten to it earlier, but I was...not busy, quite, but doing other stuff. Like I am doing right now, actually.

American Government, you CAN die. Like, just keel over and never come back. I am so not looking forward to working on this handout, because somehow I see me as being the one who will be typing it up. And my group needs it in on Friday for the extra credit we will get to make up for the score we will be getting on the outline. How horrible is it that I haven't touched the material since the outline was due? How horrible is it that I am not going to have a lot to say in this presentation, causing Brianna and Jelly to do more of the work? Why can't I f*cking just be good at public speaking? Why must i be f*cking afraid?

What other classes do I have? Japanese. Rather good, actually. Well...relatively. Oral exam tomorrow with Si. It's not that she's bad at Japanese, but English is not her first language, and she's not really the best. At least we know what we're saying.

Shit. I just realized that I have Creative Writing I am going to need the computer for later. And French. Damn, damn, damn and double damn. Well, I will try and write my French thing in English first and then translate it. Fuck. What tenses are we supposed to use? That is the reason I am not good at French, is because I can never remember all the different tenses we are supposed to use. Dammit. *growls*

I have so much f*cking homework tonight. I really should not be writing this right now, I should be working on my homework instead. But psshht, who wants to do that? Procrastinating has always been more fun. Besides...no, she's at the game. Never mind. But she will be home eventually, and then will usurp the computer. Too damn bad. I need it for homework.

Mike was not at lunch today, nor was he last Thursday. But he was at GSA, and I assaulted him. No, I didn't. I interrogated him. A little. He needs to make up ceramics work because he's doing horridly in that class. *pets Mike* Anyway, the guest speaker today was really good. And people asked some really good questions and he had really good stories to tell. I can say that I met Dave Pallone. Which, while not speaking to him directly, I sort of did. It makes me sad how few people from the baseball team I saw around the Audion. Seriously. I thought more people would have been there, but I'm glad that I saw Randy and Mike Rio.

And Abby was there! Yay Abby. I am always sort of sorry that we aren't better friends, because she really is a cool person. She is leaving on Sunday, which I thought meant yesterday but meant next Sunday. Not like I will see her anymore, but it was nice to see her at the meeting.

Throughout the whole time Dave was speaking, Abby and her girlfriend sat next to each other. Abby was running her thumb over Kay's hand, and Kay was running her fingers up and down Abby's arm. And then they were holding hands and stroking each other's thumbs. It was sweet, and made me happy.

I need to RP with...um, Mallory. Tidus. Draco needs his ear pierced. Now. Or, well, whenever she gets on and I get the urge to poke her. I just need to get into doing stuff there. Mwahaha. I wrote on the back of my English quiz: "Harry...in drag. Draco...in leather. It's coming. Halloween 2005." and Mr. Gillespie saw it. And raised his eyebrows and smiled, and I explained, "role-playing" and that was it. Nothing more. It made me feel weird; not embarrassed, because h/d has long since ceased to embarrass me, but weird.

*sigh* going to actually work on some stuff now.
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Oct. 9th, 2005 @ 12:59 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: uncomfortableunsure
Current Music: Bent ║ Matchbox Twenty
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together


I'm even more afraid that I'll break and not even know it.

Or if I do, that I won't want to be put back together.
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Oct. 9th, 2005 @ 11:50 am (no subject)
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Julie has a new xanga entry up. All apologies to different people, never specifically named, for the holiday (Yom Kippur approaching). She says read it, because one section probably applies to you. I don't know if that includes me or not. Maybe. The only one section that I think can apply to me is this one:

I'm sorry when I pay more attention to other people than I do to you sometimes.
I really am.

I'm sorry for when I'm embarrassed by our common love, but we both know how obsessed I really am.

I'm sorry I don't know more about you.


Based solely on the second one. Because I know what the common love is, and I can see how she might be embarrassed about it. I've gotten way past that point; I am not embarrassed by it anymore, I get mad when people knock it down. And sometimes when I am talking about it and people give me just odd looks, I just want to tell the to f*ck off or something. Anyway. Beside the point. The first one...I honestly can't say I blame her. I am not that much of an interesting person, and there are more people who are more interesting than me. The last...I think I lot of people are like that. I don't talk about myself a lot. I think the person who probably knows the most about me is Lyndsey, and I congratulate her for still being my friend. Because honestly? I think she is the only person who really understands somethings, and maybe that has to do with the fact that we grew up together.

I am considering stealing her idea. The I'm sorry thing. But then, I think that I might veer off into something else. And it would, quite obviously, be posted here. Because no one can see it, and no one will know I am talking about them. Which is the way it has to be sometimes.
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